ME :D

ME ME AND ME :D

IN SCHOOL NOW AND JUST GOT A FEELING OF POSTING PICS OF ME :D

WAHAHA! NOT ZI LIAN OKAY?! :D

Shall start posting up :D

Matthew 10:28 (New International Version)

²⁸Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.

God, I received the punishment You gave.

You made me think and grow.

Thank You, Lord.

Hallelujah .

HELIX

LENSON WITH HIS NEW D700 FULL FRAME! :D

SINGAPORE FLYER :D

IR? :D

SUNSET IN THE CITY :D

AGAIN :D

ITS REALLY CLOUDY :D

MARINA IR!

LENSON(LEFT) AND MINGHUI(RIGHT) IMPOSING THE POSTER BEHIND THEM :D

Only pictures will be posted :D
Because I love pictures and they represent how I feel :D
Bye :D

VANEY.
NOW ONLY U CAN READ THIS SO I SHALL BE FRANK HERE.
I AM SUFFERING FROM STOMACH ACHE NOW.
REAL PAIN.
I REALLY UNDERSTAND THAT I CANNOT FORCE YOU TO LOVE ME.
BUT I REALLY WAN YOU TO ONCE AGAIN BE MY GIRL
CALL ME.
I KNOW U WILL SAY THIS LIKE I AM LISTENING I UNDERSTAND
BUT NOW I THICK SKIN ABIT CAN?
LIKE SERIOUSLY I WANT TO ASK YOU
VANEY, CAN U REALLY JUST OPEN YOUR HEART AND LET ME ENTER?
I KNOW ITS HARD OR SMTH
I CAN DO NTH TOO
BUT ALL I CAN ASK IS THIS
REMEMBER ALL THOSE HAPPY DAYS WE HAD.
NOW WITH THE THINGS WE'VE DONE AND LIKE ME STILL WANT YOU BACK
IDK WHY U WILL REJECT
THURSDAY
REALLY WORRYING ME
TO THINK I AM GOING IN LIKE THAT SERIOUSLY MAKES ME WANT TO CRY
NOW I WAN TO CRY OUT WITH FEAR BUT UR MUM TOOK UR PHONE
NTH I CAN DO STILL
I JUST HOPE UR FEELINGS FOR ME COME BACK OR SMTH
IDK
AS A GIRL SEEING THIS GUY HERE DOING ALL THESE
I GIRL I SURE ACCEPT SERIOUSLY.
LIKE U SAID
PROVE AND REALLY PROVE TO U THAT MY FEELINGS FOR U IS REAL
THESE FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN PROVING BUT
U SIMPLY SAY NO FEELINGS
I FEEL ANGRY
I FEEL SAD
WORST OF ALL I CANNOT DO ANYTHING
I SERIOUSLY AM LIVING MY LIFE LIKE THIS TILL YOUR ACCEPTANCE BECAUSE LIKE I SAID
U ARE THE ONLY CURE.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT IDK U
THINK PLEASE
REALLY.
I DON WISH SOMEDAY I AM DOING STUPID THINGS LIKE SUICIDE OR WAD
NOT THREATEN BUT
I SEE PEOPLE LIKE THIS
I SERIOUSLY AM A WALKING ZOMBIE NOW.
SERIOUSLY
EVERYDAY NO MOOD
NO SMILE NO NTH BUT WORRIES AND SORROW
I PRAYED
I DON WISH U TO THINK LIKE I PRAY FOR U DEN OKAY LE LA
OR I BRING U TO DOCTOR
OR EVEN SAYING WAD U WAN ME TO DO
LIKE I SAID
IF U SAY THAT I WILL SIMPLY ANSWER I WANT YOU BACK
I AM GOING TO POST EVERYDAY
SO I HOPE U CAN TAKE SOME OF UR PRECIOUS TIME TO READ IT EVERYDAY.
EVEN LIKE
SECRET COUPLE
U CAN SAY WE ARE SINGLE OUTSIDE LIKE LAST TIME
AS LONG AS OUR HEART WE KNOW WE ARE TOGETHER I REALLY AM HAPPY ALREADY
I LOVE YOU VANESSA
FROM THE DAY WE IN LOVE TILL NOW
I STILL LOVE YOU AS MUCH TILL TODAY
I LOVE YOU VANESSA
ONE AND ONLY
MWARKS.
I HOPE U CAN BE MY GIRLFRIEND.

A SICK MAN KNOWS HIMSELF WELL
HE KNOWS, WHATS REALLY WRONG WITH HIM
WHAT MEDICINE HE NEED.
NO ONE KNOWS HE HIMSELF BETTER, CLEARER.
GOD
FAMILY
IS SOMETHING WE ALL NEED.
NOW SOMETHING PERSONALIZE
OTHER DEN THE ABOVE TWO
ALL I NEED IS VANESSA FUNG QIAN HUI.
CLEAR CUT.
SIMPLE.
DONE.

Patience, Patience

I only got to say this..
Psalm 37:7-9
Be still in the presence of the Lord, and wait patiently for him to act. Don’t worry about evil people who prosper or fret about their wicked schemes. Stop being angry! Turn from your rage! Do not lose your temper—it only leads to harm. For the wicked will be destroyed, but those who trust in the Lord will possess the land.
God..I am still waiting..
When a guy says he loves a girl, he really does.
When a guy says his love never fades, he really meant it.
When a guy says he will wait no matter wad, don try him becuz he really will.
A guy posted this.
Everyone Anyone can read it.
But my message is only for her.
I love you,girl.
Hope you read this..

Calm the storm down, God..

Day 4.
HaoXiang read smth that he shld read.
Was really a big blow.
cranky wholeday.
Sick, fever.
Who is here with me.
ALone.
Ha.
Sch tmr.
HW not done.
Fever.
Gratz.

HAOXIANG FELL SICK.
DAMN.
WEAK..
UP AND DOWN THESE FEW DAYS.
BUT AT LEAST THERE IS UP?! :D
WORRY AND WORRIES.
AND
DAMN BLOGGER.CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS.
PRAYER IS WHAT I NEED NOW AND WHAT I AM LEFT WITH NOW
I PRAYED.
AND AGAIN.
I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING.
:D
SMILE,GIRL.
:D

DAY 2.
NOTHING MUCH TODAY ACTUALLY.
WHEN YOU ARE UNLUCKY, JUST ADMIT IT.
BOARD THE TRAIN FOR SCHOOL TODAY
IT BROKE DOWN.
LATE FOR SCHOOL BUT WELL,TEACHER DON REALLY CARE SO I'M FINE WITH IT.
MOOD FOR TODAY IS: SIAN?
CANT FOCUS IN ANYTHING I GUESS.
JUST HAVE TO GET MY BODY INFRONT OF MY TEACHER AND YAY, NO PROBLEMS
SCHOOL ENDED.
WENT TO LOOK FOR VOLLEYBALL BOOTH FOR CCA BUT AFTER SEVERAL ATTEMPTS,
FAILED.
TRAINED TO HOUGANG AND GYM.
WELL, AGAIN, DIDNT FOCUS
GOT A SMALL BRUISE ON MY FINGER AGAIN.
HEART WAS THINKING ABOUT OTHER THINGS WHILE BODY TRAINS.
IT HURTS.
DIDNT TALK MUCH ACTUALLY
JUST KEPT QUIET AND WALKED FROM DESTINATION TO DESTINATION.
DIDNT KNOW WAD TO DO FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.
WHEN PEOPLE SAY,
YOU CANT COMPLETE ANYTHING WITHOUT PUTTING YOUR HEART IN IT.
SO I DID NOTHING.
PRAYERS IS ALL I DID. WITH HEART.
LOST OF APPETITE STRIKES AGAIN AND THATS ANOTHER EXCUSE FOR SAVING MONEY
WELL WELL
IDK?
JUST FEEL THAT MY TAGBOARD ONLY FILLS UP WITH NEGATIVE COMMENTS BUT
I DON REALLY CARE ACTUALLY
BY ALL MEANS THROW AND FLOOD ALL THE VOCABS U CAN THINK OF
ITS JUST WORDS TO ME,
HURT ME NONE.
TIRED TIRED TIRED
I WILL BE WAITING, WITH NO CONDITIONS. :D

DAMN MAY 13TH.
DAMN YOU.
DAMN IT.
SCARED.
SIGH.

6 MORE DAYS.
TIRED.

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Here I am alone at mobley if i am not wrong..

Cant post when kwang ming and aloysius was here..

Idk why am I feeling this way..

Insecure?

Troubled?

Stress?

Easily irritated..

Didnt get to see Vaney today.

Thats when everything of this came in.

i trust her love for me..

I really do..

But why am i feeling this way me myself idk

All she say was don think too much, Cheery.

thats wad i said to her last time when she was facing this i guess

Retribution, Really.

What goes around, comes around.

Here I am, receiving my retribution.

This is not revenge but really retribution.

When is all these gonna end..

Idk?

When I didnt reply her..

She didnt send a second message to see if I am okay..

We swapped places.

She somehow became the past me and I've became the past her.

Seriously, no one can predict the future.

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Looks spastic? (:

I AM SPASTIC ((:

I am HAVING BIG SMILES (:

I AM A TOTAL ASSHOLE. AGREE TO IT?

(:

EMO PERIOD

WHY.

Why are people emo-ing now!!

One by one emo..

Picture above not really well taken ( sorry )

Is it because of the start of poly?

Idk. heh.

Problems really are PROBLEMS.

BIG or small, both still as IRRITATING (:

Pray to God for He will guide us to walk through these problems (:

Grant us peace God (:

Prayer, is the solution (:

People view things in different ways.

People with knowledge but without wisdom is yet another failure.

No one knows things behind the scenes. But thinking that they know, when they look at the surface.

I lead my life.

Post.

Only I am reading it.

Well, even if i am the only one reading, so be it.

When, just when will she realise

For everything I tried to do..is for her...

Her actions proved strongly to me that her life really is that good without me

Words.

I don trust them anymore.

I feel so much hatred..jealous..wad can I do..

NOTHING.

I am sorry but i still got to say.

Mad Hatters, are you guys overdoing it?

I feel so alone

So left out.

I am only recognized when she is free from them..

But when she is free, she is tired. way tired for me.

Who? can understand my feeling?

Who? give a thought to how i feel?

Who? Who? Who?

I am important, yet i was treated like the least important.

Just why

No one miss me?

no one.

I missed her, like crazy.

She told me the same thing too.

But her actions..exact opposite.

Retribution I must say. Retribution.

Not posting anymore.

Its hard to be simple

Its hard to be simple

No one said it was easy

The harder I try to lead a simple life

The more complicated I get

Life is never fair

No one said it was fair

God, I seek guidance from you..

I pray that everything will be fine..

I pray that she will be happy and continue with her life as this 2months pass..

I pray that you can bless us..

I pray that God, grant her wisdom confidence and knowledge and lead her along the path u lay infront of her

I pray that someday, God, our love will make us husband and wife.

All these I pray in Jesus name,

Amen.

I love you vaney..

WHY BOTHER TO READ.

ITS DEAD ANYWAY.

FUCK IT.

BYE.

MAGNISIUM TRISILICATE

YOU WILL NEVER! WANT TO TASTE THIS!

Ecclesiastes 1:14

I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind. Ecclesiastes 1:14

WAR ENDED! (:

THE "STAR" JET PLANE CRASHED!

OH MY!

Okay -.-

Heart-Warming

I was shock when I shot this photo (:

You can hardly see kids holding on to their grandparent's hands nowadays =/

For whatever reasons =/

DOOR (:

THIS IS THE CURRENT STATE OF MY HOUSE DOOR (:

Creepy uh? (:

Well, it just need some painting and it will look just nice (:

Btw, it is my dad that scrape the painting off as he decided to repaint it(:

Adios(:

The Story Of Ian (:

Once upon a time..

There is this boy named Ian that loves playing console games (:

One day he went out alone to shop (:

As he passed by a big field, he stopped and looked at something that caught his eye (:

He saw a boy running with a kite! (:

Ian : Hey, this looks interesting! Can I borrow it from you just for awhile? (:

Boy : Sure?! Why not? Take it (:

Ian doesn't know how to fly a kite (:

He tried to sort out the entangled string and it took really long (:

After all, he still succeeded (:

Ian : Hmm.. How do I fly this kite? =/

*Lightbulb above head* Ian : AHA! SHALL TRY RUNNING! (:

Ian : Its working! (: Pull! Pull! (:

*No more wind* The kite starts to fall! =/

Ian : Damn! Don't drop! Come on~ Come on~ =/

* A really slight gust of wind blew * The kite began to fly a little

Ian : Yes! This is it! (: Steady~ Steady~ Up a little more~

* Wind stopped again *

Ian : NO!

Ian pulls the string trying to salvage the kite from dying!

Ian : AHHHH! ITS FALLING! =/

Ian tried and tried but there aint any wind to help him =/

In the end, the kite still died ):

But Ian is happy (:

He enjoyed the process and enjoyed the sport (:

Ian returned the kite to the owner and left for home (:

Returned home with a new experience gained and learnt something new (:

THE END (:

Weeks later a group of GUYS are travelling to..

MYMY!

Hahas(:

HAVE FUN! ADIOS(:

Different colours (:

BIKE RACE WITH CARS (:

ONE-LEGGED?

F-L-O-W-E-R-S !(:

Aint it nice? (:

SPEAKERS' CORNER (:

YUCKS!(:

This uncle is tall enough but he still chose the lower phone(:

LIFTING SUPERVISOR! (:

JUMP!(:

AND GLIDE!(:

THEN FLY(:

LASTLY, STOPPED(:

JiaHao thought me this

THE HARDER YOU LAUGH , THE LOUDER YOU CRY

THE STRONGER THE LIGHT , THE DARKER THE SHADOW

THE HIGHER YOU CLIMB , THE DEEPER YOU FALL

Is that true?

Outing, Alone

Rejected Sentosa outing with JunGuang and comapany for some reason so decided to shoot photos tmr by myself(:

Gym and photo shooting will be my activities tmr(:

Yawn~ Sleepy (:

Adios people(:

Get charged , Sony A500 (:

WATCHING LITTLE BIG SOLDIER LATER (:

BY MYSELF(:

LETS GO BACK TO THE EMO LIFE AGAIN WHEN YOU LOVE DOING THINGS ALONE(:

BYE PEOPLE(: