DAY 2.
NOTHING MUCH TODAY ACTUALLY.
WHEN YOU ARE UNLUCKY, JUST ADMIT IT.
BOARD THE TRAIN FOR SCHOOL TODAY
IT BROKE DOWN.
LATE FOR SCHOOL BUT WELL,TEACHER DON REALLY CARE SO I'M FINE WITH IT.
MOOD FOR TODAY IS: SIAN?
CANT FOCUS IN ANYTHING I GUESS.
JUST HAVE TO GET MY BODY INFRONT OF MY TEACHER AND YAY, NO PROBLEMS
SCHOOL ENDED.
WENT TO LOOK FOR VOLLEYBALL BOOTH FOR CCA BUT AFTER SEVERAL ATTEMPTS,
FAILED.
TRAINED TO HOUGANG AND GYM.
WELL, AGAIN, DIDNT FOCUS
GOT A SMALL BRUISE ON MY FINGER AGAIN.
HEART WAS THINKING ABOUT OTHER THINGS WHILE BODY TRAINS.
IT HURTS.
DIDNT TALK MUCH ACTUALLY
JUST KEPT QUIET AND WALKED FROM DESTINATION TO DESTINATION.
DIDNT KNOW WAD TO DO FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.
WHEN PEOPLE SAY,
YOU CANT COMPLETE ANYTHING WITHOUT PUTTING YOUR HEART IN IT.
SO I DID NOTHING.
PRAYERS IS ALL I DID. WITH HEART.
LOST OF APPETITE STRIKES AGAIN AND THATS ANOTHER EXCUSE FOR SAVING MONEY
WELL WELL
IDK?
JUST FEEL THAT MY TAGBOARD ONLY FILLS UP WITH NEGATIVE COMMENTS BUT
I DON REALLY CARE ACTUALLY
BY ALL MEANS THROW AND FLOOD ALL THE VOCABS U CAN THINK OF
ITS JUST WORDS TO ME,
HURT ME NONE.
TIRED TIRED TIRED
I WILL BE WAITING, WITH NO CONDITIONS. :D

DAMN MAY 13TH.
DAMN YOU.
DAMN IT.
SCARED.
SIGH.

6 MORE DAYS.
TIRED.

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Here I am alone at mobley if i am not wrong..

Cant post when kwang ming and aloysius was here..

Idk why am I feeling this way..

Insecure?

Troubled?

Stress?

Easily irritated..

Didnt get to see Vaney today.

Thats when everything of this came in.

i trust her love for me..

I really do..

But why am i feeling this way me myself idk

All she say was don think too much, Cheery.

thats wad i said to her last time when she was facing this i guess

Retribution, Really.

What goes around, comes around.

Here I am, receiving my retribution.

This is not revenge but really retribution.

When is all these gonna end..

Idk?

When I didnt reply her..

She didnt send a second message to see if I am okay..

We swapped places.

She somehow became the past me and I've became the past her.

Seriously, no one can predict the future.

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Looks spastic? (:

I AM SPASTIC ((:

I am HAVING BIG SMILES (:

I AM A TOTAL ASSHOLE. AGREE TO IT?

(:

EMO PERIOD

WHY.

Why are people emo-ing now!!

One by one emo..

Picture above not really well taken ( sorry )

Is it because of the start of poly?

Idk. heh.

Problems really are PROBLEMS.

BIG or small, both still as IRRITATING (:

Pray to God for He will guide us to walk through these problems (:

Grant us peace God (:

Prayer, is the solution (:

People view things in different ways.

People with knowledge but without wisdom is yet another failure.

No one knows things behind the scenes. But thinking that they know, when they look at the surface.

I lead my life.

Post.

Only I am reading it.

Well, even if i am the only one reading, so be it.

When, just when will she realise

For everything I tried to do..is for her...

Her actions proved strongly to me that her life really is that good without me

Words.

I don trust them anymore.

I feel so much hatred..jealous..wad can I do..

NOTHING.

I am sorry but i still got to say.

Mad Hatters, are you guys overdoing it?

I feel so alone

So left out.

I am only recognized when she is free from them..

But when she is free, she is tired. way tired for me.

Who? can understand my feeling?

Who? give a thought to how i feel?

Who? Who? Who?

I am important, yet i was treated like the least important.

Just why

No one miss me?

no one.

I missed her, like crazy.

She told me the same thing too.

But her actions..exact opposite.

Retribution I must say. Retribution.

Not posting anymore.

Its hard to be simple

Its hard to be simple

No one said it was easy

The harder I try to lead a simple life

The more complicated I get

Life is never fair

No one said it was fair

God, I seek guidance from you..

I pray that everything will be fine..

I pray that she will be happy and continue with her life as this 2months pass..

I pray that you can bless us..

I pray that God, grant her wisdom confidence and knowledge and lead her along the path u lay infront of her

I pray that someday, God, our love will make us husband and wife.

All these I pray in Jesus name,

Amen.

I love you vaney..

WHY BOTHER TO READ.

ITS DEAD ANYWAY.

FUCK IT.

BYE.